Lamar Odom Reportedly Would 'Still Love' to Be With Khloé Kardashian

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Lamar Odom, the former husband of Khloé Kardashian, still has a soft spot for his ex. In his upcoming memoir, Darkness to Light, the 39-year-old athlete will discuss his feelings, the conflicts, and the joys of his marriage to Khloé. The book, due to come out on May 28, has reportedly not been read by Kardashian herself.

"Lamar would still love to be with Khloé," a source tells Us Weekly upon the release of his book. But despite there being "no beef" between them currently, we find it hard to believe the reality star would be interested in reconciling.

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According to the publication, the 34-year-old Kardashian feels no animosity towards her ex-husband. In fact, when she filed for divorce in Oct. 2015, Khloé withdrew the papers shortly after so she could fill the role of caretaker for Lamar when he almost died of an overdose. Khloé then filed for divorce a second time in May 2016 and the pair officially parted ways in December of that year.

Khloé and Lamar married only one month after they started dating and although the couple had a tumultuous relationship, Lamar has still shown signs of affection for Khloé years after. Allegedly, when Khloé was going through her breakup with Tristan Thompson, Lamar was upset for her and wanted to reach out. A source told US Weekly: “He feels like she doesn’t deserve it and she is such a great mother and partner.”

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But at the end of the day, there is no evidence whatsoever that Khloé wants to return to Lamar or has shown any interest in reuniting with her ex. In fact, she seems to be focusing on female friendships at the moment and just spent a vacation in Turks and Caicos with her sister, Kourtney, and a bunch of their friends with no men in sight.