Ariana Grande Calls Reliving Pain of Performing Following Manchester Bombing 'Hell'

LOS ANGELES, CA - JUNE 02:  (EDITORIAL USE ONLY. NO COMMERCIAL USE) Ariana Grande performs onstage during the 2018 iHeartRadio Wango Tango by AT&T at Banc of California Stadium on June 2, 2018 in Los Angeles, California.  (Photo by Rich Polk/Getty Images for iHeartMedia )
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Ariana Grande is opening up to fans about the pain of performing following the tragic bombing at her Manchester, England show in May 2017 that killed 22 people.

When a fan tweeted "Music is your therapy and I love seeing it heal you," the singer made sure to clarify how she actually felt about performing following the tragedy.

"Making it is healing," she replied in a later deleted tweet that lives on through screenshots from fan accounts, which were captured here. "Performing it is like reliving it all over again and it is hell."

Many fans rallied around the Sweetener singer, offering messages of support and understanding if she felt she could not continue with the tour. When a fan asked the 25 year old if she thought touring was good for her health, she blatantly responded "I don't think it is."

She opened up in another stream of tweets, saying "honestly. it it's been v hard. i have [so much] on my mind and it's so heavy. but i'm trying hard." In another tweet, she continued on to say "i just feel empty and i wanna have more to say / better energy to give to u and rn i don't have anything. love u."

We're wishing Ari the best during this difficult time.